Angel

What are you really want ?

U used to get me down but still pull me up higher when u felt u thought of me & need me.

If it's not yours, it will never be yours,

no matter how much obsessed with it..

But in case, just in case..

It's for u,

It will always be for u no matter how often u ignore it.

Where're my angels gone ?? :"(

No more angels accompany me anymore.

I know, i'm alone.

Good night, peeps*

Countdown-ing,

3 more days to go

ain't easy

Trying to forget someone u love is like trying to remember someone u never met.

It's pathetic though. I don't wish to be like this, but ended up, m da one who'r pathetic.

Ohh, Cheers baby !

Self-encourage for myself whenever I feel blue & upset.

U may think that da other party deserves me more because he could do 9 out of 10 things in life; But u don't know that da 1 out of 10 things u could do that make me fall in love w u

Hey U,

u light up my day, my life, my everything !

I'm missing u.. indeed.

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of ur smile (:

Relationships are like glass,

Sometimes it's better leave 'em broken than try to hurt urself putting it back together (:

Time

No matter how many times I get hurt bcz of u, I won't leave u, bcz even if I have a hundred reasons to leave u, I'll look for that one reason to fight for u.

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴

尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛

总是不安 只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

L for Love, L for Lies

Heartbreak, tear-drops..

my blood fell to the ground

I smiled sweetly biting goodbye

All for I know,

Loving you was what makes me feel alive

The reason it hurts so much

to separate it because

our souls are connected

hatefully

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love

this song is currently playing ~ im listening almost everyday every moments.
i had bad nightmare recently, almost every single night i didn't sleep well. I just want a good night and good dream. HELP ~
i has a lots of friends instead of good friends. Someone who really willing listen to me when i down and upset. A million thanks to all my darls ♥
i hate myself because of my selfishness. Im not a good gurl even though i always told myself that im really a good gurl, i won't hurt peoples who really love me and care me, but da fact is, im not.
how can i drag things so long and keep avoiding it ??!! god damn it.
i know what was going on now and i know peoples who love me always protects me from rumors.
i feel bad and hurt. i feel guilty and blank. i know im hurting peoples who love now. god damn it.
im desperate, im in such a bad situation that i willing to try anything to change it.
i just want to stop crying when im alone, it's really hurt me a lots ! It's been so long time since i cry for all these love shit.
should i give up on this love ? everytime when i think of it, i'll just cry and feel bad.

I AM HATING MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY !!!!!!

I see u

I try to run from your side but each place I hide, it's only reminds me of you.

Heartbeat

It's been hard times for me without contacting you. Felt like I am awake from a sweet dream and everything is gone.
No one can be blame in love because no one can expect what's next in love ?

I miss you indeed.

Telling

Time to get things sorted out
Things will never change if I stil drag it so long

You said I deserved much more love and pamper from you
You said you're like a fool who just wanna love and pamper me always
You said you love receiving my message because it's always keep u awake
You said you love to lying on bed and fantasizing me for half and even whole day
You said how you wish you could put me in a bag and bring me wherever you go, then when miss me just take out and sayang
You said all my photos contain cocaine. Each time u see while lying on bed sure whole body numb and then fall asleep
You said very energy consuming thinking of me so supper for sure in every middle of da night
You said you just want me to be happy everyday

Thanks for all da wishes that you gave and I do really appreciated

I'm numb

Trying..

I know you're always trying your best.

And, do remember babe..

you've my totally support ~ always..

I will always be with you

And I know,

We're not alone (:

Miss you a lots !

Work on da best babe !

Good Night ♥

*smooch*

Human Nature

I am so upset today.

Alienation of human is bloody terrible.

Someone totally freaked me out today !

We're not those skillful peoples who love to play heart plan, PLEASE.

Use ur god damn heart to feel it instead of ur eyes and ears.

We're just da victim for u guys.

This's so-called, human nature.

It's really unpredictable.

God Bless.

____________________________________

We're sincerly treat you as our's good and close friend.

NO FAKE, NO LIE, NO PRETEND.

Only true and heart.

Now, you're da one who played us until we're involved da innocent.

I've learned a lots in this god damn lesson which makes us be persecuted on groundless charges.

I just wanna get rid of all of these shit matters !

For HIM..

I'll smile whenever i think of HIM (:

I knew there're no U turn to the past..

Babe, i really miss it so much..I mean so much ~

I do appreciate the moment being with you ~

Craving for your pamper always ~

It's really easy to fall in love with a person,but it's tough to being together

It's really hard to hold a relationship in this kind of situation

We are going to have more and more hard times in the future

Perhaps,time will make us apart.

I'm trying to hold it tight, but do you?

You may not be the perfect man in this world,

but you're everything of me

I love you and that's all i really know ♥

It's really hard to maintain a long relationship ~

Hopefully we can been through all these crisis
Stick together in difficulty ♥

Prepare for the worst; strive for the best

Btw,

my heart was still with you since the day i gave you.

Eternity.

♥

Good Night, peeps.

*smooch*

Night Fever ♥

Raining Saturday.

Its almost the end of 2009 ~ time flies ~

Yes, I've abandoned my bloggie for a long long time :D

Haven't blog for so long that I actually forgot what I should type :S like the whole post is not making any sense at all ~ but, whatever.

Chilling at mcd (:

Was not in a good mood today :S

Guess what? Irritating about my career and I think I should focus on what I really want to (: Trying not to drag this issue so long and now I've make my decision darls (:

Peoples always fighting for everything they want and everything they love. Aren't u ?

I intend to change my hair colour from brown cooper to dark brown / black (: And and and, I want a long ~ hair :D ! *grin*

Im back ♥

PLEASE peoples 0ut there, next time if u see a handicapped 0r seni0rs citizen 0r pregnant w0men around, help 'em and m0ve away fr0m ur ktm / bus / lrt seats and give 'em ur seat ~ Be c0urte0us babes. Somem0re, ur bags are not alive, they d0 n0t need t0 have a seat by their 0wn, okay? Well. after helping peoples u'll just felt da gereat joy in ur heart ♥ ^________________________________^ Don't know why peoples are so hostile these days and they get upset about da m0st foolish things. Sometimes it seem lik good old-fashioned COURTESY is a thing 0f da past !?!?? Gosh ! Tired from this life yes pretty much. Seem like I would die sufferin' from no social bar turnin' red and goin' crazee ~ there's da state im in now. duhh ~ =.='' So what?! Im tired, im c0nfused ! I need a break to evaluate what I really want, to go seek for my true happiness ! Perhaps I should just escape from a while to think of what I really want. Also what really brings joy and what's burdening me all da time. =S I hv gotten my personality difficulties out of da way. It's time to tackle da problems that hv been plaguing me. Work on being da best me, I Can Be :D But I know I'm g0nna w0rk hard t0 achieve things I want in life, only people that had went thr0ugh things like this learned to appreciate things m0re and see things in a different perspective. So emo :D ♥

Sept <3

Welcome to da month of September (:

Was not really in good mood recently.
A lots of problems happended around me, trying to get rid of these trouble cases which keep haunting me !

Try my best to do da best for it !
No excuse, no hide, no lie ONLY misunderstanding and just do da best as I can.

Life's go on ~
Say bye bye to my trip !

Continue working life ! =.=

TQ !

Nitez babe's !

Hush*

I don't reli feel good w somethin' tat It's ad become a real cruel truth for me.

Goin' to change a new job, a new working place soon yet b4 tat I wanna hv a break :(

I wanna go trip w my precioussSs babe's !

Hope everything will be alright vy soon.

I need a new freshy working place !

He told me tat Im da only gurl who can gave him da feeling he want, but I found tat It's passed.

He said I didn't knw how he love me, how he treat me good last time. Im so sad to heard 'bout tis act.

Things are not easy to explain, to express out when It's come to confuse n' complicated.

I've hurt him yet he should thanks me now, congrats tat u found her finally..

I dont' want to give so much explain to convince myself when things come to an end (:

It's already become relentlessness.

I just

come to nothing (:

Goin' to watch *UP* tomorrow night (:

Miss-ing*

Don’t kiss me baby

We can never be

So don’t add more pain

Please don’t hurt me again

I have spend so many nights thinking of you

Longing for your touch

I have once loved you so much

♥

♥ Sweet Memories ♥

♥ Wendy's ♥

090609*

Oh Wendy's !!

♥♥♥

♥ Lunch Time ♥

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110609*

Was not really in good mood these few days ~ I was fed up w someone when da conversation is just like ' Cast Pearls Before Swine ' -_-''

If two people struggle w each other, they fight !

Okay, just forget about it ! I just don't want to talk about this issue anymore ! *FED UP-ing*

Oopss ! Check out www.goto.my/solaris ♥

still in progress-ing*

*Grin*

I want bak my REAL smile (:

Da smile which can brighten up my life !

I'm so fed up vit HER. Da way she talked vit me js lik an idiot. U'r js oh-so-poor.Biatch*

Yet, gonna putting a FAKE smile on my face everyday whn im workin (:

Oh, my new G.M !

PLS JS FARK OFF (: TQVM.

*Infinity smile on my face*

*PUKE*

Wat da hell is wrong vit da weather??

It's js oh-so-cold. Cool *

Gimme more more strength !!!!!!

Im fatigued.