Silent

Calligraphy today.
Throw on glasses to hide sleepy and swollen eyes
do you see rainbow ?
rainbow = new life, hope (:

hatefully

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love

this song is currently playing ~ im listening almost everyday every moments.
i had bad nightmare recently, almost every single night i didn't sleep well. I just want a good night and good dream. HELP ~
i has a lots of friends instead of good friends. Someone who really willing listen to me when i down and upset. A million thanks to all my darls ♥
i hate myself because of my selfishness. Im not a good gurl even though i always told myself that im really a good gurl, i won't hurt peoples who really love me and care me, but da fact is, im not.
how can i drag things so long and keep avoiding it ??!! god damn it.
i know what was going on now and i know peoples who love me always protects me from rumors.
i feel bad and hurt. i feel guilty and blank. i know im hurting peoples who love now. god damn it.
im desperate, im in such a bad situation that i willing to try anything to change it.
i just want to stop crying when im alone, it's really hurt me a lots ! It's been so long time since i cry for all these love shit.
should i give up on this love ? everytime when i think of it, i'll just cry and feel bad.

I AM HATING MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY !!!!!!

U're Part Of Me ♥

Everybody cries everyone has feelings on the inside
Everywhere you go everything you do
Feelings are a special part of you
Are you sad or mad or silly and glad
Find a friend and tell"em how you feel
Are you scared or shy or bursting with pride
Share the news that"s what makes it real
Everybody hopes everybody dreams...
Everybody wonders what do feelings really mean

Everyone you touch everyone you know
Feelings are a part of how we grow
Are you tired and down or just kidding all round
Find a friend and tell"em how you feel
Are you jealous or bursting with pride
Share the news that"s what makes it real
Everybody loves everybody cries
Everyone has feelings on the inside
Everywhere you go everything you do

Feelings are a special part of you
Feelings are a special part of you

HEART U BABE ♥

100% homemade ♥

Rain, rain, go away

Come again some other day

We want to go outside and play

Come again some other day

♥

21st Jan 2010
♥ Cheesy Muffin ♥

20th Jan 2010
♥ Homemade Sushi ♥

FAILED =.=''

TatAngGG ~

19th Jan 2010
♥ Double chocolate fudge brownies ♥

♥ Homemade cookies ♥

Bake

Today, I've got my very first cookery book.

I Can Bake

It's time to improve my baking skill (:

Can't imagine how i can made my previous baked foods without book. LOL.

I see u

I try to run from your side but each place I hide, it's only reminds me of you.

Heartbeat

It's been hard times for me without contacting you. Felt like I am awake from a sweet dream and everything is gone.
No one can be blame in love because no one can expect what's next in love ?

I miss you indeed.

NYE

Flashed back to New Year Eve

31st Dec 2009

RP Club @ Saujana

Doesn't want to accept da fact that she's turning 23 this year !