Angel

What are you really want ?

U used to get me down but still pull me up higher when u felt u thought of me & need me.

If it's not yours, it will never be yours,

no matter how much obsessed with it..

But in case, just in case..

It's for u,

It will always be for u no matter how often u ignore it.

Where're my angels gone ?? :"(

No more angels accompany me anymore.

I know, i'm alone.

Good night, peeps*

Countdown-ing,

3 more days to go

Oscar 2010

Congratulation to The Hurt Locker !

Big winner in Oscar 2010. Yet felt upset to Avatar ! Always in my heart, da best film & best director ! *big big claps*

To be honest, I haven’t watch The Hurt Locker yet. I think it’s a good muvee. I should be watching it ?! hmm.. (:

Once n for all, everyone has been expecting James Cameron to be da Best Director for Avatar, but his ex-wife Kathryn Bigelow got it for her The Hurt Locker !

The Hurt Locker got most of the Oscars ! The Hurt Locker got 6, which includes,

Best Director, Best Picture, Best Film Editing, Best Original Screenplay, Best Sound Mixing, Best Sound Editing

while Avatar only had 3,

Best Art Direction, Best Cinematography, and Best Visual Effects.

And,

Bigelow became da first female Best Director in da history of da Academy Awards.

Yet,

I was disappointed that UP in the Air won NOTHING, considering all three leads got nominations ! WTH ?!!!

It's a shame da academy didn't have da foresight to recognize da film's worth with its highest honor.

L for Love, L for Lies

Heartbreak, tear-drops..

my blood fell to the ground

I smiled sweetly biting goodbye

All for I know,

Loving you was what makes me feel alive

The reason it hurts so much

to separate it because

our souls are connected

hatefully

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love

this song is currently playing ~ im listening almost everyday every moments.
i had bad nightmare recently, almost every single night i didn't sleep well. I just want a good night and good dream. HELP ~
i has a lots of friends instead of good friends. Someone who really willing listen to me when i down and upset. A million thanks to all my darls ♥
i hate myself because of my selfishness. Im not a good gurl even though i always told myself that im really a good gurl, i won't hurt peoples who really love me and care me, but da fact is, im not.
how can i drag things so long and keep avoiding it ??!! god damn it.
i know what was going on now and i know peoples who love me always protects me from rumors.
i feel bad and hurt. i feel guilty and blank. i know im hurting peoples who love now. god damn it.
im desperate, im in such a bad situation that i willing to try anything to change it.
i just want to stop crying when im alone, it's really hurt me a lots ! It's been so long time since i cry for all these love shit.
should i give up on this love ? everytime when i think of it, i'll just cry and feel bad.

I AM HATING MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY !!!!!!

Thank you

Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through.

Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.

I don't really want to say goodbye

I don't really want to leave you

But now I have to go away

Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special

Deep down from our hearts

But now I have to go away

And leave you from my heart

There is no way out to happiness but

to give up my love

Learn by heart..

So HUGE change in my recent days.

I've learned a lots during these few weeks. Those god damn lesson which money can't buy.

I've bear a lots yet I don't wanna let u beat us down.

Patience is da key to everything? Maybe sometimes patience works, but after a long period this will eventually EXPLODE !

Now, I just wanna protect myself and STOP helpingggggg !

I've see what's behind da mask. They're selfish though !

USELESS to say and do courageous things. It's only makes us die more faster :S

Can't wait to SHOUT OUT all those god damn truth that I don't wish to know and keep secret ! However, we just CAN'T.

Always remember, learn one's lesson from bad things and bad peoples

I risk more than other peoples think is safe and learn da hard way

Thanks U (:

WTF

For HIM..

I'll smile whenever i think of HIM (:

I knew there're no U turn to the past..

Babe, i really miss it so much..I mean so much ~

I do appreciate the moment being with you ~

Craving for your pamper always ~

It's really easy to fall in love with a person,but it's tough to being together

It's really hard to hold a relationship in this kind of situation

We are going to have more and more hard times in the future

Perhaps,time will make us apart.

I'm trying to hold it tight, but do you?

You may not be the perfect man in this world,

but you're everything of me

I love you and that's all i really know ♥

It's really hard to maintain a long relationship ~

Hopefully we can been through all these crisis
Stick together in difficulty ♥

Prepare for the worst; strive for the best

Btw,

my heart was still with you since the day i gave you.

Eternity.

♥

Good Night, peeps.

*smooch*

Indelible*

Close ur eyes n' hold my hand ~
Let's elope.

<3

oOpsS ~ *Khalil Fong* ROCKSSSSSS !

He's TALENTS !

<3

^^

Peeps ! Tis's my current working place ^^
Solaris, Mont Kiara :)

Sometimes its vy frustrated whn lookin' at my wardrobe 2search 4 somethin 2 put on. Despite my wardrobe been fully occupied by my cloths n stuffs ~ yet, its alwiz hard4 me 2 figure out any suitable outfit whn i hv date =.='' duhh ~

I've NOT ENOUGH TIME to shopping rite nw ! ="(

CNY is ard da corner ! However, I still do nt hv any mood in CNY yet =.= ahem ~ hopefully, thr'll b a happening n' joyful's 2009 Chinese New Year ! ^^ Welcome 'COW' year ~ booOooOOo ~

GONG HEI FATT CHOI !

GONG XI FATT CAI !

-in advanced-

^^

* * * * * *

Before i get my ass to my bed, i'd lik to introduce few songs tat i reli hooked in recently :)

Love Story BY Taylor Swift

You're Not Sorry BY Taylor Swift

The Way I Loved You BY Taylor Swift

If I Were A Boy BY Beyonce

Womanizer BY Britney Spears

Better In Time BY Leona Lewis

你知道我在等你们分手吗 BY Janice 卫兰

<3

Nitez Peeps !

mwah *

P/S : I do *HEART* Taylor Swift nowadays :) *smooch*

RachelYen is try her best to adapt with her new working place as fast as she can ! :)

Solaris, Mont Kiara ~ her 2nd home -.- from now on !

I HATE TRAFFIC JAM !

* Gnash my teeth *

-TO BE CONTINUE-

I'm chilling at home alone nw ~ nothin' to do ~ nothin' to do ~ =.='' Well 1 more day to go, v hv to say goodbye to year 2008 & welcome year 2009 ! New Year ~ New Life ! <3>

He was 21th years old once n' nw he's on da verge of da stage to 22th years old ! Happie 22th Buffday in advanced My Man :) *6 more days to go*

My mind stil vacillting bout what I ought to buy n' present to u on that day ~ hmmm......

Whereas, I'm looking forward on sat ^^ Ur buffday partee is ON ! *Anticipant*

Is it some kinda mass hallucination ?? by all appearances...... *Confidentially* :p